How Autism Shapes My Narrative Style
Because we’re more than one thing.
And so are our stories.
When I write, I’m not just putting words on a page. I’m translating a world that feels intensely felt, intricately textured, and often invisible to others. I’m autistic—and that shapes every sentence I create.
My stories don’t always follow traditional arcs. They loop. They echo. They pause in moments others might rush past. And that isn’t a mistake. It’s a method. My neurodivergence doesn’t make me a lesser writer. It makes me a different kind of storyteller—one attuned to subtlety, structure, and sensory depth.
Let’s talk about what it means to write from the spectrum, not despite it
Nonlinear Isn’t Wrong—It’s Rich
So much of writing advice assumes a neurotypical brain: one that favors linear progression, tidy three-act structures, and characters who "arc" in predictable ways. But my stories? They ebb and return. They dwell. They revisit ideas like waves hitting shorelines—not to repeat, but to deepen.
In my piece "Unlearning Urgency" on Ink-Stained Thoughts, I wrote about resisting the pressure to move fast. That same resistance shows up in how I write fiction. In my short story "The Attic Room," the reader isn’t guided by plot points—they’re guided by emotional beats, sensory texture, and a looping return to memory. That’s not a flaw. That’s narrative that breathes.
Autistic thinking is often cyclical or layered. That translates directly to the way I structure narratives. The “beginning, middle, end” doesn’t always happen in order. Sometimes, they happen all at once. Sometimes, they spiral.
And here’s the thing: that can be incredibly powerful storytelling—when we allow it to breathe.
Related Reading:
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Repetition, Pattern, and the Poetics of Perception
People often ask why I “repeat myself” in stories—whether through phrasing, images, or character dialogue. But for me, repetition is a narrative device. It reflects how the brain returns to important threads. It mimics the cadence of thought. It brings emotional rhythm.
In my blog post "Letting Go of the Rules," I explore the creative tension between craft advice and intuitive storytelling. One paragraph loops the phrase “that’s not failure” several times. That loop wasn’t accidental—it mirrored the internal monologue of an autistic character, questioning their worth.
This isn’t just a stylistic quirk. It’s the way I feel things. A phrase repeated isn’t redundant—it’s resonant. A sensory detail echoed across a chapter isn’t lazy—it’s intentional. It mirrors how autistic perception works: through pattern, fixation, and emotional texture.
💡 Tip: Don’t edit the repetition out of your work just because it breaks a rule. Ask first what it’s doing—what it wants you to notice.
Video: “Autism & Creativity: A Different Way of Seeing” by Yo Samdy Sam
(A moving and honest look at how autistic creativity reshapes our ideas of art and communication.)
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Deep Focus Isn’t Limiting—It’s Transformative
I get obsessed with things—characters, settings, themes. But that obsession? It’s how I drill into the heart of a story. When I focus, I really focus. And I give attention to the small, overlooked details that often carry the most weight:
In my microfiction piece "Windowframe," the narrative pauses on the sound of rain hitting the glass for an entire paragraph. That detail isn’t filler—it’s a heartbeat, a meditation on memory and emotional stillness.
The subtle tension in a repeated phrase.
The symbolism in a hallway light flickering.
The pause before a character answers a question they’ve been avoiding.
This deep attention can make my work slower, but also more intimate. And in a world that often rushes narrative for the sake of plot, I believe slowness can be sacred.
More to explore:
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On Being Ill by Virginia Woolf (A beautiful early reflection on neurodivergent embodiment in art.)
There’s No One Way to Tell a Story
Autistic storytelling often gets dismissed as “too odd,” “too internal,” or “too quiet.” But I’ve learned to stop apologizing for that. Because what if those were strengths—not flaws?
What if the pacing that some find “slow” is actually reflective?
What if the structure they call “scattered” is actually layered?
What if the character who seems “overfocused” is simply deeply human?
My writing isn’t broken. It’s wired for a different kind of electricity. In "Unlearning Silence," I write about the refusal to mute myself to be palatable. That same theme carries through in my creative work: characters who speak in subtext, who linger in the aftermath of conversations, who make the quiet loud.
And that’s something I no longer hide—because I know it connects.
Final Thoughts
Autistic writers don’t need to conform to the mainstream to be worthy. Our way of telling stories—nonlinear, sensory, introspective—is not lesser. It’s luminous.If you’re autistic (or suspect you might be), know this:
You don’t have to edit yourself into invisibility.
You don’t have to “correct” your voice.
You can build a body of work that feels like your brain—and that alone makes it valuable.
Because when we write in our rhythm, our truth resonates. And in that resonance, others feel seen.
Tags for this post:
#neurodivergentwriters #autisticcreatives #narrativecraft #writingfromthespectrum
Further reading: Writing-autistic-characters
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PA0aV3zVAbg – "On Writing While Autistic" (Judy Singer)
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